A nice day for a walk and protest.

As of today... Wednesday, 10/12/2011... the earth is still spinning and the world is still changing, today i felt 1960s in a modern way.

1st... does anyone know or care??? Who KIlled MICHEAL JACKO? The news team is still there...

Today i took my books to sell at the last bookstore.

It was a long ass walk.  but i did enjoy it.

After 45mins of walk, i finally got there around 12pm.  i started walking around 11 something.

I sold all those precious books probably worth over at least 300 dolllars worth  and i only got 35 bucks for it.

It was around 1:15pm and i was hungry, so i decided to get some Mexican food!  i ordered the Tortas cubano.   This stall's tortas was okay... i had better ones elsewhere.  Though i was impress with the chef making is all slowly and detaily as he layed down each piece of meat.

With Torta at $6.50 and the large Thai tea with Bo-Bao at $3.50... the whole meal was 10 bucks.  So with the $35.00 i made from the books... now i'm down with 25 bucks.

Walking back home, there was a real big demonstration and protest!

What is the turth in my own brillant trillion point of view... NOT

like a fool this is the truth.

Do  you recognize your own truth?

i try to and it sucks!  Becos, even you tell them what happen that day, when it is shameful, you only try to denied it.  For examples, i had two friends, both are happily married,  but during work, they fell in love with each other.  Lets call them Gina and George, okay who are happily married..... BUTTTTT..... but they found out or that they realize that their own spouse is not the Perfect MF one for them.   So..... they decide to hang out with each other and their love begins to grow.

So this is the perfect and the simple example of "adultry."


So the thing is.... for some odd reason, one of them calls me up,  Gina ....."CRYing "  i keep on asking her whats wrong... and for some weird and odd reason, i kinda knew they were dating each other, but i wasn't super duper sure, so i didn't jump into conclusions.... Well...also the fact that George is moving to another State... thats how i did my own investigation...

, i call George to ask him about it.... So he DENIES it and DENIES it and denies it .... that's the perfect example of us the human race, for we like to denied and denied and denied and fucking denied until i gooooo crazy and start shouting and cursing at them and start threating them to NEVER to speak to them again.  hahaha.... and in the end ,,,,, the truth is out. And that's it.... i don't care, but i just want to find out what happen and if that is the truth or not.  Shit... shit happens and we don judge, BUUUUUUUT we must change and know that just go back to your Love... which is your Husband and  your Wife.  That is alll...  And in the end, they both...... as my pals, told me the truth...... and i respect them for that!  And that is all... nothing for us to judge, but oNLY for the Almighty crazy creator cool mighty God!

 I think people will respect people when you tell the truth and be honest about things. Problems will be solve quicker and to give the honest reasons... will only humble yourself and others...Is okay to fight, but in the end we got to be honest with ourselves and FORGIVE,  and admit OUR OWN FAULTS..... and again FORGIVE becos EVERYBODY FUCKS UP!

So again, when someone is confronting you about the truth, try not to denied it.




The truth about marriage is that when people get marry, they should married someone not just base on looks, sex, fun to be with, so cute, her smile, his jokes, you know what i'm saying, cause all those are just stuff people in to have in a marriage.... but the truth is, let's say , you think that you found that perfect someone, but think... in this world there will always be someone out there more attractive , pretty, sweet, beautiful skin, those biceps, sensitive, kind, humble, smart, honey, sweetie, blah blah blah blah blah..... the truth is that everyone one day will be "OVERWEIGHT and OUT of SHAPE"





So when you know that you found that one you love, that is the ONE or the FUCKING one.... how ever you want to choose it.   That or This...... Is IT.... Marriage is not simple and you got to keep up the growth in maturity and be attractive, like being humble and present yourself nicely for your LOVE... not to dress up to attractive others...

Like in Europe... everyone is dress fashionably nicely neatly for one another.  Its not really even about attracting the opposite sex.  And its not really even about how rich or how poor you are either.  Its just simply about FASHy-iON!   To look different or looking the same.... its the latest fashion. The trend of the moment and era and i love, everyone just dress whatever they like and no one really looks down on you.  How do we tell what era were in from le-photos??? By Fashion and other things of course.

Sex in a marriage ..... only will only have its certain thrills.  Bcos everything is exciting when it is fresh.
So when it gets dull and boring (been up-there and done all that), that is probably the results of immature marriage.  Sometimes we tend to cheat our own heart and rush into things.

Of course, not all marriage problem is due to sex, but alot has to do with it.  Keeping attractiveness, oh that attractions which will only wrinkle like a tree.




This is the truth .....in a super sarcastic way of course, really now.

Living with one another is very hard. That is the truth also. We tend to judge people by RACE. As if another race is better or worst than the other... Every human race in this world is the same.

You know, people always tend to dogged on China People, people tend to criticize that it is Made in China! I heard that from alot of folks at the Airport and all of them from America.......Everything is "Made in China"... What the heck is everyone chirping about? Cause the Truth is, we are the one who open factories in China for cheap labor. How can we blame China? When in fact it is the labels the Brand Names that take it to China beocos of cheaper labor.  Labor that no one wants to do here in the United States.  Also it will be way too expensive to hire the American minimum wages... get it????

Well... this is the truth.. this will keep on going and going.... today is Made in China, tomorrow will be Made in India, and next Made in Indonesia or which ever country is still in development.... You can't really say that this is exploiting  of any sort ,i think we are actually helping a country to learn something new with technology. And also giving them jobs. But at the same time....AS the boss should also treat them like people with sameness and not abuse ..... and give them a good condition working environment (like a super low budget Google)...with benefits and good fair pay! People will respect the boss, and the people will be happy to make QUALITY Goods... you know what i'm saying??? You want a happy worker, not an underpay unhappy worker. When we put ourselves in to their positions, we will realize that i don't want to be treated that way. Ahhhhh... it alll hard...

you know.... we DEMAND for the products to be cheap, so that is why it is mostly Made in China. So ask yourself this question, it is China's fault or the Bosses or Brands like Gaps, Benneton, Banana blah blah blah....

Anyways, i went on a mini- Europe trip to Paris, London, & Barcelona... i acknowledge alot of things about us as human races. I have come across some of the nicest white folks from Baltimore, New York, Washington, and they all just talk to me with kindness and real too... Honestly, i'm scare of being in a white folks town... i always get the stare down. I don't know... maybe its just me being paranoid from childhood racism and stuff... going on this Euro trip also make me paranoid... so this is the truth.

But i'm glad that i got to go on this trip .... all thanks to my Auntie C! Who is the best and the worst. Anyways, We all just need to RESPECT and learn to not judge each other, cause i think i judge white folks and white folks judge me back. I don't know...

But i can tell you i meet alot of great white folks from London, Paris, & Barcelona... but as i love to speak the stupid truth... the truth is, of course there is snare from the rich and the poor. And also jealousy of one race over the other.... this is the TRUTH... if you got the money and the vacation time, go out there and don't judge other's culture and just try their food and their language and be polite, people will treat you nice and with respect. And that i have experience many times... i am not a complete good person, but i try my best to respect all HUMan race. i think culture is so fun and exciting and important for us humans to embrace that experience is just fucking wonderful! And people being helpful to you and not wanting to cheap money out of you..........from all this respect you will only know........ that they will also try their best to try to understand other's culture without judgment.

Like me, i just think i'm a human race.... cause i was born in Hong Kong and a 1 years old we move back to Taiwan (if you don't know where Taiwan is, hahahah... check Wikipedia out!) and around 7 years old, we moved to the United States.... And during my childhood i had to endure alot of Racism from just every coner of race. Basically i'm asain decent and born in Hong Kong, so that means I'm from Hong Kong, China. And becos i grew up with fond memories of Taiwan, i would sometime consider myself as Taiwanese but what the hey.... its still Chinese and HUman ..... i think. But then now that I'm a U.S. citizen, i'm consider from L.A.)...  BUT...........some people don't consider me American, cause i was not born here, and Chinese don't consider me as Chinese becos to them I'm too Americanize for them... So there is this stupid judgment for myself. But now, i don't give a fuck about all that shit, cos the Truth is that Heaven is my home and we are the Human Race bitches! Don't forget that.


More truth to come.






please forgive my cursing...

What does "amen" mean?

“Amen” is a Hebrew word that stems from the word aman, which means “to be faithful, support, or confirm.” The word “amen” actually means, “so be it,” or “truly.”

Therefore, when we end our prayers with "amen," we are re-affirming our dedication to God through Jesus Christ. We also use it to confirm a statement (i.e., when the pastor says something powerful out of the Word of God, and members of the congregation say "Amen").


***I did not write this is taken from http://www.raptureready.com/faq/faq363.html

Church All Divided Unequally

Dear diary,

Church is very much divided. It is divided by RACE, AGE, CULTURE ETC.
And the TRUTH IS, NO ONE REALLY LIKE TO BE EXPOSE of the TRUTH! THATS THE TRUTH!

So far in America, lots of Churches i visited is always just one kind of people there. one kind of people meaning the same-same.

For example... the Church that i attended is made up of all Chinese and not just any kind of Chinese, but about 80% of the Chinese is of TAI-Shan background.

And when i visited a few churches in Walnut (where my parents live)... it was mostly White People in this one church... and another Church in Walnut, it was all Chinese but not just any type of Chinese, but 90% Taiwanese. And another one near Walnut, its all Hispanics... and another one is all Filipinos... And one near where i live in Chinatown... its all Korean and another other is all African American... And you know what.... there is even a Church for hipsters! Oh and one more... WE Christians really love to judge this .... (drum roll please) Catholics... Why oh why??? I meet alot of Catholics during my work at the Alzheimer center for old folks... yes, a lot of Catholics might not read the bible... but they know Love just as much as us, so called Christians.... so why can't SOME Christians stop saying Catholics will not make it into Heaven... is like Christians can predict what God thinks???  Why can't we  Just LOVE... what the heck! 

SO What the heck is going on here???? It is already bad enough that we are divided by denomination, but yet, we Christian divide ourselves into groups of Christians?

Aren't we Christians suppose to be ONE? but why are people driving ONE hour or 45mins, to just to get to that one church when there is alot of good Churches near by our home?

So are we judging and saying that the Church near you home (walking distance) is not good enough for us? And if we say that the preacher sucks... we suck too... becos, we should be supporting the preacher man as long as he is loving and stick to the TRUTH, even if his preaching sucks... just support and pray that his preaching will be better!

i don't know... the church that i go to is near my house, is just walking distances, i can run down the hill and in 1 mins or 2mins i can get to my church...

and my church have a big parking problem. becos everyone on Sunday, people drive from all over the place to just to get to this our Church in Chinatown. So people will drive 1 hour and some 45 mins and some 20 mins. etc. etc. etc. Is like dude??? really now? is the church near your home (walking distance) really really really that bad?? Is the church near your home too demonic for you to go to ??

And if you gonna say.... "well, i moved BUT i've been attending this Church for 3 years and i just want to be with so and so... and this Church i have been at for 3 years needs me here to do worship... "

*****(NOT ENOUGH Worship bands?????....WHAT A JOKE...... in my church... you have to sign up and maybe wait half a year or a year on a waiting list.... Just so you can get your chance to showoff and sing on stage. there's like a whole lots and lots that wants to do music.)

Welll..... really now.....................  Think about it..............person of FAITH...... now that you have moved to a new area, God has given you a new Church to serve, to meet new people and NEED YOUR HELP for Worship in your new Church... So you don't need to drive 5 hours every Sunday, just to get to your Social Clubbing old Church!    you know.... in the Bible, God move people everywhere just so HIS people can experience new things.... an adventure... is about expanding your mind to understanding this life... that's why He created a UNIVERSE for us..... to EXPLORE... it ain't about the SAME-SAME and sticking with your christian Cliques.... like the 12 disciples, God had to separate them, so they can go out and let the truth be known.... the 12 didn't always just hang out TOgether and drink milk and go bowling and little clap our hand birthday parties and hiking and having bike rides happpily together... seriously now...

If we want to hang out... we can hang out in Heaven (eternally) ..... oh my gosh.... that is like forever dudes.  Now that we are on Earth, lets do the work....!

I'm sorry for the cheap sarcasm and foul words. But really now, its the only way to keep you awake from reading what i'm saying!! ( and please don't have a heart attack from reading this, cause you will!)

So ask ourself this question "ARe you going to church for God, becos you want to learn about who God is.. and know how you can go out and tell others about Jesus and do whatever we're called for and go home to Heaven one day."






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"Are we going to church for friends/comfort same-sameness ...jocks and jocks, geeks and geeks, artist and artist, old and old, young and young, black and black, white and white, blue and blue, yellow and yellow, etc and etc and etc?"

Is your church like my church??? where the young sits on the left side and the middle age and Young married couples sit in the middle section and the OLD folks in their late teen 80's sits on the far right!... Wow so organize and divide by age and cliques! and you can be at my church for 50 years and not really know anyone... see even inside the BUILDING, the church divide themselves... ***(REMEMBER..... WE PEOPLE MAKE UP THE CHURCH, not the building)

How are we suppose to work as ONE when we purposely just like to be separated and segregated???

I mean ....come on... let's be real here... why are we dividing ourselves like this? I thought we are Christians??? I'm sure God didn't say "Hey, why is there a black guy in that white Church? " Or "What is that Chinese doing in ALL Mexican style church... he' style is not Mexican enough" Or "Everyone of you should just stick to your own kind... that is the Church!"

Seriously.... think about it! Be honest to yourselve now!

Stop making excuses and say silly childish things like "God has a purpose for me in this church to drive 45miles to get to church on Sunday and be LATE and sleepy during sermon and not hear a thing and so i can make a mess with the neighborhood with the car noise and making the church spending wasted money on building parking structures just so i can happily attend my SAME-SaME kind of people that is like me kind of Church. (Social Club!)

You know somewhere in the Bible... the Gospel of John talks about the Vine and the branches etc. As Jesus is the Vine and we are the branches... so like a tree.. is all link as ONE.

If we should all link as ONE as Jesus said, than why is it so hard for us Christians to understand that there is a perfectly good church near by your home that you should go to and not judge???????????????

Is like why do we purposely divide ourselves????????????????????????????????????????????????!

I don't know... i hate going to a separated Church, the way we Christians try make ourselves look good when we're NOT... i hate division.... and racism... its all stupid.

Going out of the way to find the same kind is Prejudice and kind of Racism!

Dude, we humans are all the same kind, we eat, we sleep, and we shit! 

Wake UP Christians! Don't let Satan divide Us! He's laughing at the Christian Church! Try and go to the Church nearest to your home (as long as it is not a Cult)... But do go to a Church near your home. That Church will most likely need your service and your help. Remember Church is Church and it is not about how big your Church is. If i was a preacher in a church, i wouldn't mind if i only have 10 people in God's Church, cos it is NOT MY, ME, I church...

And if i had 10,000 folks attending the Church that i preach to. I would tell them, if you got to drive 1 hours to even 5 mins. to this church, you better go back to your home church that God has provided for you and lead you near your home. Stop searching for people. Church is Church and it is all the same (if they preach base on the Bible).

You know, if i get to choose, i choose Calvary Chapel. But then i be choosing preacher and popularity. I am no better if i done that... So please.....


Spread OUT!  BRANCH OUT!  STOP Making Church SOCIAL CLUB!

Love+One



Peace and God Bless Us to wake Up!