Monday, January 31, 2011

I Quit! (1/31/20110

*The names have been change for privacy and protection for the people...thanks*

Dear dairy,

I don't know about this... today was just a bad day for me.  I think i have hernia... i guess, i am just a weak guy.

I need prayer real bad for healing.

Well, other than that i am good... only being all worry about having a hernia of some sort!   Having a mess up health is scary.

Today was a pretty crazy day. There is this new patient name LeMarge.  LeMarge just talks and talks but the thing is... none of it makes sense or created a sentence.  So she has not only lost her memory, but also she is very confuse!

This can be a problem for mixing with our group of patients....  we have a different unit for people like LeMarage... well that is how we separate them.  That is why we have different units in this care center, like maybe an ER hospital.  So if LeMarge keeps on staying in our unit, it will only confuse the childlike old folks that only have memory lost.  Most of them just stay away from LeMarge.  LeMarge laughs all the time, and   She did some perverted tongue action during lunch as i told her to drink her milk!  So that is her character.  I still yet to figure out why she acts this way.  Theres is no photos of her in the room.

But for some reason, she really drives me nut.  So i'm trying to figure out why???? Then i realize that i wasn't frustrated with her, i was more frustrated with "how did she come to this stage?"  And it really not about AGE!  As i mention before, it has a lot to do about LOVE from close ones and family.  Family love togetherness is very important.

I just wish their family member would at least come and visit her and the others.  Is just folk-up that people just throw their own parents away and don't even think  back how ...back then when we were babies OUR Parents raised us up? (does it make sense?)... Everyone needs somebody to LOVE  and to Love somebody.  Even friends can help each other out...why not?!  But no... most of us have our own dreams and goal in life.  i just think, it is only fair that we help our parents back, since they give birth to us and plus they raised us up.

As for work....I don't know, i just want to them to be happy...

Well... another new lady moved in a week ago named Guchi#5, she  have a nice great big bed which real coloful bedspreads. and with all these nice picture decorations.  But she is so unhappy and looks real miserable like a helpless child.  During breakfast time, she will just ask us for us to call her son and demands a Cheeseburger or Pizza is fine too... she's a New York-kar.   I at first kind of got irrated with her whinning all day long!!! She just won't listen and just moves around and not pay attention to you like a little child bored shopping with mommy.  i don't really care about all that.... But the problem is, we don't want her to fall... so it was like baby sitting a bratty 10 year old girl.  But then later i found out that her son flew her here from New York and drop her off in our place and went back to New York to work.  And he is the person she knows.... so you know... i feel for her.

Anyways,  please pray for me for healing my hernia and for the patients to have a fun time!


God Bless You!



*The names have been change for privacy and protection for the people...thanks*

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