4/30/2011

Dear diary,

I don't know... should i laugh or should i cry or should i be angry or should i just die.   you know one thing i hate and try not to do it JUDGE.....  juding people is screw up...  so this is the deal...

So i work as a caretaker at the old folks for Alzheimer's center.  This man name Mr.PearlHarbor comes to visit his wife everyday.  Very indeed sweet of him to love his wife so much and visits her everyday. I like this man Mr.PearlHarbor, he's kind and supportive to the elders and trys to make everyone play games.  And i talk to him like a friend and he tells us interesting stories.  He even knew about my car accident last and seems very concern for me.   Well.. recently he went and told the boss that I was too friendly with the ladies.!!!!??? Mr.PearlHarbor thinks i'm too loving with the old ladies!!!

It was a shocker to me and also to the people i work with.  I mean, i treat all of them (Oldman and Oldlady) with RESPECT!  And alot of them don't have visitors and just look like they are dying of boredom and sadness, so i give them a loving GODLY JESUS hug and i treat them like my grandma and grandpas.  It just freaking folking motherfolking pisses me off when i'm just try to LOVE people with some hugs and respect.

Folkman and sometimes, is like gosh do i have to hug this smelly mean old lady??? But i do it becos i want to see them smile and feel wanted in this world for that little one minute.  GEee freaking folking WEEZZZ~   It just angers me that Mr.PearlHarbor acts all nice to me and goes behind my back to stab me!  I'm not angry with him but am dissapointed that i love him as a good friend.  And gosh, if he is jealous of me trying to walk his wife to the restroom without her FALLING, then what kind of CAREGIVER am I????

But really, if it was not for the truth (Jesus Christ), there is no way i would work at this job for this kind of pay and take this stabbing from Mr.PearlHarbor.  I would indeed stab back twice as hard as him...
So that is why i need Jesus.   That is why i just have to realize that this is just too funny!  And

P.S. please for give me for my rudeness of lauguage used.   this is the only way to exxxpress my feelings in a healthy scientific way without causing any fight or arguments or any whatevers.

Okay... i feel much better now!

So please pray for me and Mr.PearlHarbor that we be good friends and let him observe me and the old ladies that i talk to closely... Gee and its always the old ladies that have the most freaking complaints!  And how to calm an old ladies and her complaints???? You first have to say "sorry blah blah blah..." give them a hugs and tell them they look really good today and smell their stinky stinks!

God Bless All Of US OF EARTH!