Saturday, April 23, 2011

alive (4/23/11)

Dear diary,

Aiiiiiii... life is just so unpredictible, but maybe thats the exciting part of life we love and hate. If is some good unpredictible thing like winning the lottery or a free trip etc. that is a good feeling... but if is some bad unpredictible situation happening like a car accident then it can kind of or really bug you.

Well, today was my dayoff and around 2pm i decided to go to the supermarket, as i was coming home crossing a 4 way street. A car (running a red light) comes toward me and hits my car'ss tail end and made my car spun counter clockwise and hit another car (which was an elderly driver who was on some sort of medication and didn't have any pants on when the firemen went and talk to him). The driver that caused this accidednt stop for a bit and then she/he just drove away when everyone wasn't looking. So this was a hit and run case. This sucks for both the elder guy and me, cause we don't have the man who ran the red light. There were some witnesses, but some didn't want to get involve and plus there was two lawyer dudes who was very helpful but at the same time they wanted to do business with me.

My car is totally gone (i think). I feel okay... emotionally. I just kept on thinking i'm still alive with no broken anything!!! Thank God! I mean, if i die than i will be with Him, but i truely didn't want to be injure with broken bone and have to cut a limb etc. Than that will be another kind of life to accept and adapt to, but it will be hard to get use to it. So I'm AM BLESSED that i can still walk and complain.... Gee WIZ!

oh yeah on 1John 4:19-20 (please read the blog before this)...
this is a tough one to do....to Love everyone>.... I know God really truely just want us to be cool with one another and not be mean or hateful to each childern... His children (makes us all brother and sisters). Since he created us all, He wants us to have freedom, at the same time, He doen't want us to kill each other! LOVE is HIS word. And its hard to love everyone, you know there's always people you can't stand or dislike, so that is the part where we have to love unconditionally. Is HARD, i struggle with it and try to practice unconditional love and hope that it will turn to true love in the heart. Anyways, this is a good reminder for moi.


























God Bless Us All!

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