Cussing (4/12/11)

Dear diary,

Bad words i use to used so much that i got sick of it.... sick of myself sounding so rude.  I mean, i find nothing worng with bad word and expressing yourself once in a while... i  think its okay and people shouldn't feel offended by it... a word is a word (who cares right?)  But when one does it every 20 minutes, then your consider a cusser, some who just uses cussing as relgular everyday dialogue, thats not too good.

Yes, the Bible does talk about putting about foul expressing lanuages (like maybe the F word and the S word and the C word and the G word and many many other words.) There is a good reason, not a nerdy one either, but a very respecting one.  Cussing sounds rude... recently i saw a video tape of myself maybe like 8 years ago ( i was like cussing every other word litterlly).  I was like F this and that and MF and S and this wah... i sounded like an AH.  The Bible basiclly has storys and example of Love and teaching about Love and Love is not just about kissing and hugging and all that good stuff, but is mainly feeling... like respecting each other, respecting each other's feeling.  To respect each other you love each other.  And when you respect, you treat that person (even if you don't like them) without any judgement and prejudice base on looks or dress or status etc. etc. Throw all that junk away and the love and respect will come!  i hope this makes sense...

Cos i learn that at work at the Alzhimer center for old folks as a caretaker...  these old folks cuses like hell.  Everylittle thing that don't go their way, they will start cussing.  This old dude name OldManBill, boy does he curse a mouth full!  Once i told him that he need to take a shower, he put up a good fight... i said "its time to take your shower" OMB goes "What? Shower?  i don't want to a shower!"  as i try to convince him for like 3 mins, i said "your sons want you to take a shower..."  and OMB goes "Those Fing Cs! Don't listen to those AHs!  Leave me alone!" And this is daily cussing. Another granny... ShortyJane, boy does she hate God... when things don't go her way she will cuss at Jesus!  Is like man... what does Jesus got to do with it?  I'm thinking F man!  And she'll say "GDI the coffee is cold!"  i think out of all 30 residents, they all can cuss if they want to and need to.  And so far half of them curse daily. So please pray that they put away their foul mouth and foul laugange and behave like good repectful elders.

Today we had a monthly thingy, where play with pets.  So this lady who have rabbits, parrots, hamsters, dogs, but no cats haha... came over with her pets and everyone was scare and delighted with the little animals.

Oh yeah, in our dinning hall our TV is always on Fox, so at 1pm there is Dr. OZ and the other day they were talking about Alzheimer's disease.  i only saw a bit of it but, the discovery is that Alzheimer is preventable by the food you eat.  This is the important part, the bad food is PERSERVATIVE.  So its good to go organic or just don't by food with perservatives.  i'm still trying to find the Dr. Oz ep., but i found this... (i don't why they didn't talk about the perservative)...