dear diary,
its fuck up... fuck up that when i'm honest with my feelings people get all offended when its the honest truth. what's the point of being a fake ass... if your going to live your life and act like some fake ass just so you can have people like you and be nice to to you when your not being real is not real friendships. i don't know, think about it... if you die tomorrow and because you didn't speak up about something... and your up there in heaven.... God tells you see, look at that... you should of said something, you could of got out of that ridicules situation, but because you want them to like you, now they're in deep shit!
lately there's a lot talk about racism. racism is really misunderstanding, lack of understanding, lazy judgement or whatever the fuck shit you want to think and judge about a person. it's not just racism, is more than that, is about class, wealth, you know the whole human fucking issues about being better than one another... feeling superior for having wealth and looking up and down on each other. i always think, even if we have one pure race on planet earth, there would still be some kind of racism... like if the whole world was white, they probably separate each other by again, the tone of the skin color, or something stupid like the color of our hair, or by heights, or by fat and skinny people, etc. HUMans for some reasons just don't want to have peace and just want to hate and cause some bullshit like racism...
like i have said many fucking times... racism is just such an old stone age thinking... is like backward thinkers that have no creativity thinks like this. i'm so glad that we have so many different varieties of race on this planted earth. its so colorful. its so wonderful full of different experiences just by knowing some different culture. when i was living in singapore, some of my best friends were Indians, i mean they are singaporeans, but they are of india decents. one was a hindu and the was a muslim and they were my close friends and teacher. i really love and miss them. they really really help me so much and we never think about the color of our skins, nor do we even give a fuck about. i mean, i'm this chinese kid in my mid-twenties and they were both in their mid to late fifties or older. so they're my teachers, cause i learn so much about like and their religion and culture from them and that was it. sigh... i really do miss these two old fucks! oh yeah, racism is really i don't know its like why? what the fuck? i guess people fear, people fear because they don't care or they fear because they don't know... not knowing what other people are like... just imagine if the would world was blind... will there still be racism?
what's there to hate? whats there to dislike about? but the root of the problem with racism is the fact that people are narrow minded and sometimes its got to do with growing up with narrow minded parents with lack of knowledge on certain things in life, like race and culture. that's why. maybe if there was a school program for kids at the age of 10 to travel into different part of the world and live and learn about people and race, definetely or hopfully no one will be growing up racist after that. gee fucking wizz.. is like you don't find all those foodies that travel around the world being a fucking racist? they fucking enjoy the culture and the food and probably there was more other countries. humans are humans, we just eat, drink, shit, sleep, bath, brush our teeth, get married, have sex, yawn, get sick, get hungry, watch t.v. ride bike... etc. is the same. the problem with our society is that there is just too much people that are SCARE of each other people's culture becos is out of our comfort zone.
anyways, for the past weeks, i have been teaching this art class to first grade and sixth grade. it was all good until this crazy teacher shows up to assist me. She was a really mean ass fucking bitch! seriously, i don't even know why she is even qualify to teach, cos she really seems to dislike kids. she was putting them down, degrading them, being very fucking impatient with them and i was fucking impatient with her even writing this pisses me off just thinking about her fucking ways. oh yeah, shes very unattrative.. maybe that's her excuse. but fuck man... i don't even care about looks, its the heart that count, i mean there's alot of bitchy girls out their that are pretty or beautiful that are fucking mean assholes... but this teacher was unattrative, carries a long ass face like shit is coming out of her and yelling and sighing and complaining how come this kid doesn't know how to use the siccors.... is like this kid was only a first grader... but it doesn't matter what the fuck grade he's in... he's a slow learner and we should just teach with love, kindness, and lots and lots of patients. But this teacher was such a fucking asshole that i almost just want to walk out of the class. she sat with this boy and just kept on verbally abusing him like he is dumb or something. i didn't had the mood to teach... i just kept on walking around pretending to help the other kids, but my heart was... if she was a he, i would of told her to step and just let her have it with my verbal abuse... in a kind way of course.. geezz... i am so down about living in Taiwan sometimes... just 2 and a half month.. i can barely this bullshit because people really don't want to admit the truth. the government is screw up... just type "taiwan traffic accident" on youtube and you'll know what the hell is going on. or type "taiwanese government fighting" you'll be dropping your jaws knowing how ganster and childish they behave. i mean they have no fucking idea how to run this country and treat their citizen the right way...
okay i don't want to go to jail, but fuck... that teacher is really really a freaking ass to kids! she even told this one girl that her art work only looks nice far away. I mean.. what the fuck???!!! And she even kept of telling some other kids that their parents would be piss and mad at them with their shitty art! I don't know... if i didn't believe and follow Jesus's way, i would of just fucking karate the shit out of her if she was a guy... sigh...so spiting it out always helps my angry ass.
its fuck up... fuck up that when i'm honest with my feelings people get all offended when its the honest truth. what's the point of being a fake ass... if your going to live your life and act like some fake ass just so you can have people like you and be nice to to you when your not being real is not real friendships. i don't know, think about it... if you die tomorrow and because you didn't speak up about something... and your up there in heaven.... God tells you see, look at that... you should of said something, you could of got out of that ridicules situation, but because you want them to like you, now they're in deep shit!
lately there's a lot talk about racism. racism is really misunderstanding, lack of understanding, lazy judgement or whatever the fuck shit you want to think and judge about a person. it's not just racism, is more than that, is about class, wealth, you know the whole human fucking issues about being better than one another... feeling superior for having wealth and looking up and down on each other. i always think, even if we have one pure race on planet earth, there would still be some kind of racism... like if the whole world was white, they probably separate each other by again, the tone of the skin color, or something stupid like the color of our hair, or by heights, or by fat and skinny people, etc. HUMans for some reasons just don't want to have peace and just want to hate and cause some bullshit like racism...
like i have said many fucking times... racism is just such an old stone age thinking... is like backward thinkers that have no creativity thinks like this. i'm so glad that we have so many different varieties of race on this planted earth. its so colorful. its so wonderful full of different experiences just by knowing some different culture. when i was living in singapore, some of my best friends were Indians, i mean they are singaporeans, but they are of india decents. one was a hindu and the was a muslim and they were my close friends and teacher. i really love and miss them. they really really help me so much and we never think about the color of our skins, nor do we even give a fuck about. i mean, i'm this chinese kid in my mid-twenties and they were both in their mid to late fifties or older. so they're my teachers, cause i learn so much about like and their religion and culture from them and that was it. sigh... i really do miss these two old fucks! oh yeah, racism is really i don't know its like why? what the fuck? i guess people fear, people fear because they don't care or they fear because they don't know... not knowing what other people are like... just imagine if the would world was blind... will there still be racism?
what's there to hate? whats there to dislike about? but the root of the problem with racism is the fact that people are narrow minded and sometimes its got to do with growing up with narrow minded parents with lack of knowledge on certain things in life, like race and culture. that's why. maybe if there was a school program for kids at the age of 10 to travel into different part of the world and live and learn about people and race, definetely or hopfully no one will be growing up racist after that. gee fucking wizz.. is like you don't find all those foodies that travel around the world being a fucking racist? they fucking enjoy the culture and the food and probably there was more other countries. humans are humans, we just eat, drink, shit, sleep, bath, brush our teeth, get married, have sex, yawn, get sick, get hungry, watch t.v. ride bike... etc. is the same. the problem with our society is that there is just too much people that are SCARE of each other people's culture becos is out of our comfort zone.
anyways, for the past weeks, i have been teaching this art class to first grade and sixth grade. it was all good until this crazy teacher shows up to assist me. She was a really mean ass fucking bitch! seriously, i don't even know why she is even qualify to teach, cos she really seems to dislike kids. she was putting them down, degrading them, being very fucking impatient with them and i was fucking impatient with her even writing this pisses me off just thinking about her fucking ways. oh yeah, shes very unattrative.. maybe that's her excuse. but fuck man... i don't even care about looks, its the heart that count, i mean there's alot of bitchy girls out their that are pretty or beautiful that are fucking mean assholes... but this teacher was unattrative, carries a long ass face like shit is coming out of her and yelling and sighing and complaining how come this kid doesn't know how to use the siccors.... is like this kid was only a first grader... but it doesn't matter what the fuck grade he's in... he's a slow learner and we should just teach with love, kindness, and lots and lots of patients. But this teacher was such a fucking asshole that i almost just want to walk out of the class. she sat with this boy and just kept on verbally abusing him like he is dumb or something. i didn't had the mood to teach... i just kept on walking around pretending to help the other kids, but my heart was... if she was a he, i would of told her to step and just let her have it with my verbal abuse... in a kind way of course.. geezz... i am so down about living in Taiwan sometimes... just 2 and a half month.. i can barely this bullshit because people really don't want to admit the truth. the government is screw up... just type "taiwan traffic accident" on youtube and you'll know what the hell is going on. or type "taiwanese government fighting" you'll be dropping your jaws knowing how ganster and childish they behave. i mean they have no fucking idea how to run this country and treat their citizen the right way...
okay i don't want to go to jail, but fuck... that teacher is really really a freaking ass to kids! she even told this one girl that her art work only looks nice far away. I mean.. what the fuck???!!! And she even kept of telling some other kids that their parents would be piss and mad at them with their shitty art! I don't know... if i didn't believe and follow Jesus's way, i would of just fucking karate the shit out of her if she was a guy... sigh...so spiting it out always helps my angry ass.
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